Sunday, October 15, 2017

Same Now


I move you stillness loves all hated hates all loved loves always balanced as the other throws imbalance yet before realizing one each other reflecting refracting resonates dancing birthing death dying birth dancing......and how we breathe each other into single heart keeping us fully alive..........still - - - -Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat..

Friday, October 13, 2017

Time Does No Know


I see a breach opening rift rent in the universe ..................
.........as it draws me near I am terrified 
of knowing what might soothe in any way longing for impossible becoming whole complete fully alive
 in the soul we all share ...................
...she has a name I do not hear it she has a body I do not see it 

I hear her words tremulous tentative balking urgently intense yet powerfully restrained vigorously unbridled.......
......this other place/existence/life/anima/one is the portal I am unable to engage but with mere arms I hold edge verge threshold of/into spirit I know nothing of intimately as myself yearning.......

....communing with journeys of who had come before

lives before us indistinguishable one from another mirroring unknown to known and placing us being to being besieged by knowing there is more together...........................

Friday, October 6, 2017

Travelling


Here is a travel photo, circa 1971, Orchard St, in Manhattan's Lower East Side. The business on the far left, Helman's clothing, is 162 Orchard st. I took this photo while sojourning w my brother Bob who lived about 1/2 mile north on 3rd street, between A and B. Bob was a writer and lived a rich cultural life in the area of Lower Manhattan settled by our Jewish ancestors from Poland. My soul always felt fully alive during those visits....Interestingly enough, during the last few years, I have had DNA studies done to find out more of my background. It turns out that I have both Arabic and Jewish genes (probably from the families in Portugal and Spain where Muslims, Christians, and Jews lived peacefully together) with a preponderance from the geographical areas around Portugal, Spain, and Morocco before arriving in Europe.......What a wonderful world!! ~ ~ ~ Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat..


Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Joy Now Wonder


Love, if it is impossible - love more intensely
Care, if beyond ability, care more fully
Trust, if unthinkable, give more altruistically
Create, if unworkable, think totally of good
Breathe as able.......with love & gratitude................Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat..


Monday, October 2, 2017

Extra Always


Joy, actually....... WonderJoy ........ and gratitude for us, actually...... all of Us ("them" included) Bicycling Gorgeous Authentic and all around 
Wonderful Earthlings of the Heavenly Heartlanders ~ Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat..







Wednesday, September 27, 2017

Always Touching


Summer with Autumn ~ as lovers long detached but never quite ever so.....hearts beating wordless yet ever know this: I have reached the point in my life where it matters not that you no longer love, or even want to know me, anymore, but that you once loved me so deeply and wholly.......Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat.....


Sunday, September 24, 2017

You Are In All My Dreams


.......still laying in bed, wondering who would be calling at this ungodly hour well before 2 in the afternoon.......I let it ring
.....then up and pajama'd wandering around the house thinking I could find something good....found my way into my study/library and...I started writing. When I went to save the file, I wanted to add it to my other ramblings of a novel, but couldn't remember the name, got out of my chair stood up and opened the old oak file cabinet to see if I had those files. I didn't but I had her letters...the many she wrote from Sussex, England and sent to me in Koforidua, Ghana ..............I stood transfixed, took out a random envelope dated 27th April, 1971, and starting reading..........

As my eyes took in the words I felt as if I was being resuscitated.......each word compressing my chest to move my blood, each sentence pushing air into my lungs..........and her words of longing to be with me brought me back to life, a heavy melancholic yet inspired sweet form of wanting to be alive again...........