Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Impossible Love in The Soul We all Share


I thought I was holding your hand
but you were holding mine
beginning to end our fingers entwined
somehow, no matter how far apart we were/are
we never let go of each other
we take turns guiding, ministering-to, helping each other
now I begin to understand/yield-to/resonate my Being In Time
I must tell you this, my bright young star...........
I cannot stop, I must move on........
I may pause ever so slightly....but must keep going
for that is how I am being.........
the growing/going through time space
and all other interactions/connections not yet understood....
we all grow farther from each other
to hold another close and tight does most
yet inevitably we all must part from each other...........
......................or shall I stop anyway???
shall I chance the moment to stay
will it allow me to view that I would have if I kept ascending
albeit the ascension be my existence/destiny
only you make me consider stopping
stopping to be with/of/for you
you that is also moving living ascending.............
........and so much faster...........
I could have grace/joy with you for a moment
all but vanished before I know you are gone
this is my constant struggle challenge
tethering me to this mortal moment
for but to know enigmatic quiddity .. what where is our love
how in passing we may light the way
nourish give-rest-to shelter our fellow travelers
or go about with them in some closeness joy beneficence
soul nurturing that of which we are still unsure ............searching,,,,,,,,,
in wait---pursuit ..... ascendancy---descent ..... harmony---conflict
..... love---hate .... doubt---faith .... birth---death
certainty only in my conscious decision to bless you

with whatever thriving or waning life there is in my soul................




AUTHOR'S NOTE:
The poem is about the human condition of impossible love - whether "Un amour impossible" exists because its unrequited; barred by social, cultural, religious norms; or nature. This specific opus speaks to the struggling soul of a seventy year old man as he comes to resolve his crush on a young woman several decades younger than he. Life's precious times in blissful love being the Grace and Sanctifying substance of existence; and now single; he becomes torn between taking the generally accepted "path" of growing old; and "stopping" to experience a moment or two in rapturous throes which occur as the young woman spends time with him after he confesses his crush. The fragile relationship inflames his heart with love at the same time it lays a gauntlet of realities as the young woman goes through boyfriends who are not only her age, but talented, attractive, and, well...... perfect. During a physically platonic, spiritually intimate time together, the two of them discover a transcendent force between them which blurs the relationship's lines as the beauty of their two souls illuminates the raison d'etre they both share - joy and peace of life on earth for all upon this good earth. They existed to love, teach, aid, soothe, relieve pain, and promote harmony among peoples.
And so he arrives at a dynamic passionate peace, his soul nurtured.............................. he loves her however he can.





Sunday, January 8, 2017

Heart View


......winter rain walk ..... a heart my mind's heart sees beyond me you............we make hearts for each other to express love in a visual way until our way finds hearts in all of our vision.................................... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat


Friday, January 6, 2017

Visit A Melted Snowman


Struggling laboriously for decades to write the GREAT NOVEL, formulate the GRAND UNIFIED THEORY OF PARTICLE PHYSICS; &/or HACK GOD'S CELL PHONE, I have finally aced the dough-nut/caught the golden amoeba this morning while eating avocado on rye toast w sunflower seeds - side apple, cheese, & cappuccino "^-"^ Please join me in the following cause, its the only one thing I will ask of you EVER! The movement is STOP REALITY! Too often innocent people (and sometimes the guilty) suffer at the hands of greedy corporate commie socialist brain-washed free-thinking bleeding heart liberal arch conservative tyrannical helpers. Make your opposition to reality known to your: Doctor, Lawyer, Agoranomos, Base Commander, Priest, Air Marshall, Fuhrer, Minister, State Legislators, Congressperson, Constable, Laboratory Janitorial Co-coordinator, Veterinarian, Ignoramus, Rabbi, Nizam, Professor, Shaman, and/or Mullah, immediately! Be advised of multiple life-threatening side effects, and if any one occurs, discontinue use of reality in any non-state of matter immediately, and call your local United States Peace Corps Office - Please share, and do nothing more (except run around having fun with your friends laughing and immersing the known and unknown universes in mirth) Other ways to help: visit a melted snowman; bite a shark; suck the blood of a mosquito; defaecate on a fly; burn any books that are real; annihilate any actuality; build a perpetual motion machine; and if you can only do one thing, for heaven's sake, go time traveling. That's all - mirthfully grateful for, and loving you........................... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

I Touch Beauty You


The Heartland woods' beauty overwhelming so as to flow tears down my cheeks mingling with drops of rain... And while you no longer love me.. ......The When & Where these tears and rain meet I am again with you whom I loved/love as this Early Winter Grace Heartbeats inside me...................

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Is Beauty


If I could make it the best for everyone everywhere and always as each would have it for themselves....................... If I could express I LOVE YOU the way you absolutely would need to know it.................If I could do these things in a photo; this is the photo .................. dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Turn


A friend helps turn your world chasing woodpeckers faster than hands can camera hold alleluia its a wonderful world checking out woods' walkways balancing life joy making tracks in mud glorious wet earth under sky's blue...........perfect:  39º 76' N, 86º 14' W .................... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat






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Wednesday, December 21, 2016

Order Chaos, Love


Where'd that chaos go
gone to order
what'd ya expect

add water stir drink
happiness says hello
then leaves

Her party for lovers
begins
got the invite

love loving her
hate missing her
were it not for her

music for the deaf
visions for the blind
romance for the loveless

secrets revealed
stuff everyone already knew
just no one knew everyone knew

Love filled romance
blinding visions
deafening rhythms

As though she never is
........ was never missed
always everyone

elation celebration
make flag new nation
reformulate calibration

hope is in being hopeful
gates gone doors open
its all party

camouflage evolution
love bans­ persecution
offer a solution

what'd ya think
gone to chaos
where'd that order go