Wednesday, March 4, 2015

Missing Having Missing


I awoke with you on my mind.............at first missing more of you than I have; then having more of you than I had without you................and above all else maddening love creating joy from wretched places attempting to block existence of the beautiful good.............................,not ever completely though without a pang pining not having you close.................

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

We


as words go.............
.......sometimes, its : I love you
.....sometimes its: I am loving you anyway
....sometimes its: I love you whoever I can

..Always, its: thank you for being you


Peace By Truth


I know my love for you is true..........
I know this in the peace of my soul that so within dwells with by of the grace happiness you have however that may be in wherever you abide..........if doubt ever comes to your house remind yourself ......that reluctance remanded be 


Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Intimate Unknown


until it hurts
in places inside me and outside of me
cold uncomfortable without you being
within my senses
I'll just cry a bit
and maybe a primal scream implode my heart
....................................
.........who are you
you must be from which I come
.........what are you
you must be that to which I proceed
.........why are you
you must be for why I am
Then as in primal forest wood smoke
held by every branch blade leaf and creature
.......... you saturate all my senses

in the dark intimate unknown light

Monday, February 16, 2015

From Fool To Lover



Today I am going on a journey


by foot
by car,
by ship,
by plane,
by soul,
I shall travel farthest by soul's light to the exclusion of all else
until I separate from myself and join with you
for now is the time for the impossible


sometimes I think I am too fond of myself to love you
sometimes I think because I am so fond of myself I want to love you
how else can I even justify the thought of loving the impossible
the impossible you


as it is impossible to please me
I choose the impossible to please me
I choose you
it is impossible to love one too fond of oneself
it is impossible for you to love me


having rejected everything - I have not other course
Thus I go
to make my breath with yours
whether it be my first......... or my last breath


Today I am going on a journey




Sunday, February 15, 2015

Meditation


being here consciously working to put aside amazement in order to just enjoy the rain-bowed star spree space soft all senses in-taking gentle light from the single pulse point...........................  


Friday, February 13, 2015

Of St Valentine's


Happy spirit of St Valentine's to all whose paths be crossed as stranger, as friend, as neighbor, ....in all ways lived..... whatever be the name of God worshiped in whatever the language
How far goes the best of us
if not to others
another person.
.other things that are sacred
other ingredients of soul human
.home warmth comfort security
................love and joy....................and FUN
a wave, a smile, a leisurely movement in a sunny window, a laugh.........a pat on the back, a neighborly hug................
........................................