Monday, May 21, 2018

Fine Tuned Here Now



          I think of you only
    as how you choose to think of yourself
in the best possible imaginable ways a more peaceful and healthier world.....


Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...

Friday, May 18, 2018

Without With You


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- l o s t ... in the world …........ -
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Thursday, May 10, 2018

I Am Perfect


HAPPY ________ to everyone! I am awakening this 72nd Birthday morn realizing: I AM PERFECT. I still have the usual aches, pains, worries, woes, insecurities - simmering angers frustrations annoyances – my bank account has not increased (in fact it had dropped considerably) – I no longer being found attractive by beautiful young women (in fact, they ignore me, or if they somehow miraculously appreciate the smallest remaining quality I might have, they want to introduce me to their Grandmother!) the left side of my head slipped down so its now lower than my right; and 4 days ago I went deaf in my left ear – I am waiting for a call from the auto body shop to find out if my car can be repaired or is totaled from a crash involving my 2 best friends on Friday [there's more, but I will stop here] – And I AM PERFECT, with and about it all....perhaps it may be understood of this........................... - - -......About 13 yrs ago I felt IMPERFECT, tormented actually. So I decided to rebuild my life. Several years into it, another trauma hit; but, I was in the mode of restructuring my life, so I just plowed on. I think a key factor was looking as deeply into myself as possible and on every level attainable. These are the basics: 1- I was trained as a Mathematician; Peace Corps Teacher; and Nurse (Birthing, then Hospice) 2- What I wanted most was a More Peaceful and Healthier World. So I focused on FORMULATING _________ (something? I didn't know what) for achieving this type of world. I think of it as a kind of Nurturing/Nursing Mathematical Modeling of Health & Well Being.
Somewhere along the way (while I knew this intellectually, I didn't grasp it fully) I realized I had to do this for myself first.
After 13 years, it happened. My Heart Mind and Soul are in sync/harmony with life – all its people, things, and goings-on. And YES, I do have the FORMULA!! And Yes I am going to share it. And Yes, I hope/wish/pray it works for you. Now, a caveat, it is Fine Tuned to ME, so you may have to adjust for your lifestyle. Maybe it will provide some help by you just realizing that it does Nothing for you, so you can move on to something that will – I don't know.
I have to thank all the very dear friends made this possible with all their love, patience, caring, nurturing, loyalty, understanding, perseverance and sensitivity...................Who are they? They are all my FB friends, everyone I know......so if you know me, THANK YOU!!! ---- - – ----------------- Oh and the formula … how important even after all living to learn still such as so basic ~~ ~ altruism, unconditional love........ generosity....forgiveness.......thankfulness ….

...for it is not control of others but the freedom of thine own soul
............not less love but more

And the Actual Formula, or thought modeling concept:

I think of you only in how you choose to think of yourself in the best of the best possible ways you can imagine in a world which is becoming more peaceful and healthier.............
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Having said that, I conclude ….........
  • - And this is this, now is now, with love and gratitude..........Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...



Sunday, April 22, 2018

Wobble Who



At all times - -- the best and worst, unfailingly my spirit ascends with the energy of a life lived choosing love peace health joy friendship forgiveness........while also choosing such at the moment which is..............and this poem proffered in one space of time wherein I wobbled betwixt the rapture and woe only one beloved can render............Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always.......




Friday, April 20, 2018

Friend Always Spring


With Spring and Winter dueling to the death here in the Heartland, this 32nd day of Spring, the lighting spectacularly illuminates the dance/battle/exchange/affair …. I was given pause at the drama as naked branches flirted with flowering rebuking cold contenders all in profound clarity as not yet with the cloak of leafed and flowered camouflage.....light and dark trading parries darting dodging buds sprouts encircled by blitzes of birds and the gangs comings of goings goofy squirrels entertaining even the dullest of human beings.......I recently lost a friendship and as I muse the balance and counter-balance of the many heart warming joys with all that is now gone; I relate the cherished forever in memory amity/comfort/companionship to the HOPE OF SPRING....
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  • the memory/energy of our good times..... - – …..........
  • makes it forever Spring........... -
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Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...

Monday, April 16, 2018

Ha Ha Heartland Spring


SPRING morn supremely sounding SONGS belted out by BIRDS blaring broadcasts …..... beliefs belied certified by Winter Still Occupied....
When will it be realized that Earth spin to Season CHANGED.............
Has that not with the gods been Prearranged? …..............
So even if a deity we need to cozen; lets do it before ALL is frozen...

ha ha Spring this Heartland Day :)


More Love Than Time



A long time friend/colleague asked me a couple days ago how I stayed so positive. The query was of a most serious nature. I wrote what I thought was a meaningful response, but I realized, my most true answer would be to positively live my life.....all the rest of my life – a short answer may not be possible; yet the poet in me tries this time again.......Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-glee harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat.......


…............................more love than time

I have arias to sing
visions of beauty art to bring
hearts in which to be in awe
I want to take a closer look
into the eyes of others
the things all around me
There are languages to learn
mysterious to solve
adventures to be taken

.............I have so much ..... more love than time