Somewhere Somehow

a bit of each of us when lonely becomes like the sun blazing consuming the moon flirting hidden now bright only in singular night-light................ losing and finding an other touch ocean reaching for rain.......finding losing you over and over again........as each of us has part dying part being born

Resolve

ODE TO BITTER EVE EIGHTEEN

remote coldly distant place within the middle of your soul outside of the inside of your mind inside the outside of your heart joyless life but life calling for a decision weeping overwhelming suffocating drowning until just one step choice remains live or die or live insane colors seep into black and white devoid vacant desolate

Resolve clinging focus good God others meaning happinesses. friends love's struggling reach fills as ocean in sand hole emptying empty hurting to question why so much change pain bring healing to hold to one simple good at a time staying alive thirsting dry longing deserted hungering unfilled lonely unoccupied

no sun warms cold no light shows comfort Struggle for joy lost Dread dooms quizzically dumbed numbed succumbed Fear threatening terror missing pieces disorienting disturbing chance tides of hope fades Resolve clinging focus good God others meaning happinesses

never to know the cost

As after death before birth is soul being no shortcut delete key erase re-boot

Resolve clinging focus good God others meaning happinesses.