Holding Far

A Poem in Three Parts of One Part Divided Three Times  

 I having breath longing holding (wonder)   being
nothing  

(words) warm of more joy anoint [ed] (ing)

tear nurture [ed] (ing)

beating heart spark fulfilling unbounded with one moment

only all with your body ................and.................of your you soul

see you touch you

SENSED passages SENSING

time igniting change        pause(d) choosing

............and with all this I still sometimes 

just want YOU  ONLY THE WAY I WANT....      ..  in then/now

                      its so hard

............in moments when all is wrong to be without you

become/are being

in the part of my soul that belongs to everyone .......       ......    

 exist(ing) good.