Have You Ever..........

 

have you ever written felt or thought

things impossible to be bought

defying reason yet mind's soul wrought

can't become for already ought

I can no longer tell you why I love you. Not only has the number of reasons exceeded the amount of time which exists in our universe to recite them, but the enormous spirit of those causes can not be expressed/held/represented in any form of language known to humanity. ….....................

but those are only two

life preserver reasons tossed at

self in the storming terror of enlightenment ...............defying reason yet mind's soul wrought

so I stand still in the circles of logic.......spinning...........

can't become for already ought...................

I slip under the waters 

breathing still

still being impossible

being

being present w strangers and loving unconditionally

doing things we've never done

…........................ to bring  grace

to the soul we all share

                            in the actions none of us have ever done

                                       

                                       creating light none of us have ever seen

From The Other Side Of The Waterfall

….......a soul's image in mirror

angel magic light wonder understand fully peace

…........known in smiles ............

…..... ....... held in tears

seen in dreams

tasted in wine

                      heard in chorus

communion from the other side of the waterfall...........

You Sorted Me

trying to find peace in my soul when my reptilian brain plunges down an elevator shaft chasing my heart.......

….......Its been so long..................

…............... reality in death throes ...........

where I start

…..........where I end

will to live surrendered to breaths that come without my permission....

so many lies manipulations

yet sunrise sunset persisting

then you came along sorted me

no more do I need your presence with a selfish heart

…..................................was am will be

….....never have I more yearned to be with anyone …............

You ….......... soothing

makes be a peaceful heart which beats with my permission –

a heart which says your name

shouts your name

sings your name

too often too many times I see your angel's wings - not elevating you but - with straining paining effort almost as if you you were attempting to deny your beauty

…...........hear listen

use my beating with permission heart pleading.......

never deny your kindness …. ever......

crisp winter awakening

torrid summer heat

in you all such meet

You struggle to love yourself but

love others without hesitation

your sensitive kindness flows to all others with ease

yet for yourself kindness comes at a high price

I want to know your light

I want to see you in my blindness

I want to touch you at infinity

I want to be with you without myself

know you no you

divinely human

seductively pure

unfulfillable desires

…......all this my being inquires

….........always

to know never

never ceasing ….................

…yearning to know the truth of your beauty

…................

Loving You Bliss And More

When shades and shadows lengthen at day's end, and my tired aching body approaching nearly 3/4 of a century asks why continue.....the answer comes in a split second of repose as I am blissfully alarmed at the answer that arrives as my soul sings to you rhapsodiclally these words......................................................................

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hey moonbeam marvel - incomprehensibly recondite femme fatale - simple elegance......Thank You for what you share so purely, for that purely elevates me to where I elevate others,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and where I can be transcendent with you when I am with you and/or when I can not be with you at all.......... ----------------

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Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat.

Melting Candle Inamorata

                    I am crying......

                                    I am dying.....................

          I brought it upon myself.........................

I allowed the two of us to get so close that I saw the real you.....

…...............a melting candle pooling liquid heat all around you..

…                                             .............my own self helpless.......................

                                                                    

                    flightless as winged burnt moth ….............

…..........................I float into your endless beautiful sorrow

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Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat.

Confide

Are you fine feral friend reading through the reflection of mine eyes....or
 black, soft-footed wanderer .....................................

do ye seek mine eyes to confide the mysteries of our souls to 

                                   the last rays of this Heartland Winter Day's sun?..

I You Friend Joy

HealthyPeace, Kindness, Time, Space, Beliefs, Values, & Every One of Life's rare & wonderful moments have brought me to this moment to say to you dear, dear friend:

I do not want our friendship to change me

I want it to make what is best in me continue

continue so that the worst in me has not time to exist

I do not want loving you to fill my lonely heart

for my creative passion's thirst would be quenched

and lest I go insane trying to answer

how much time could presence be among us

practical everyday lifestyles irreconcilable

I must relinquish all rights to that knowledge

…........... eternally driven by that agony of yearning

or steeped in mine own soul's transcendence......

as joy and pain balance

must one leave and be far from another to see that other in whole

from a distance......

electrical signals in our brain or in our memory or in our entertainment digitizing our lives/

I choose the choice

whatever fullness of my being that in any/every way know a joy

we create and share with others......

                                   .... is....................................


Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat.