trying
to find peace in my soul when my reptilian brain plunges down an
elevator shaft chasing my heart.......
….......Its
been so long..................
…...............
reality in death throes ...........
where
I start
…..........where
I end
will
to live surrendered to breaths that come without my permission....
so
many lies manipulations
yet
sunrise sunset persisting
then
you came along sorted me
no
more do I need your presence with a selfish heart
…..................................was
am will be
….....never
have I more yearned to be with anyone …............
You
….......... soothing
makes
be a peaceful heart which beats with my permission –
a
heart which says your name
shouts
your name
sings
your name
too
often too many times I see your angel's wings - not elevating you but
- with straining paining effort almost as if you you were attempting
to deny your beauty
…...........hear
listen
use
my beating with permission heart pleading.......
never
deny your kindness …. ever......
crisp
winter awakening
torrid
summer heat
in
you all such meet
You
struggle to love yourself but
love
others without hesitation
your
sensitive kindness flows to all others with ease
yet
for yourself kindness comes at a high price
I
want to know your light
I
want to see you in my blindness
I
want to touch you at infinity
I
want to be with you without myself
know
you no you
divinely
human
seductively
pure
unfulfillable
desires
…......all
this my being inquires
….........always
to
know never
never
ceasing ….................
…yearning
to know the truth of your beauty
…................
