Monday, December 30, 2019

Igniting



….numb
…...................upon awakening

ignited
…........knowing I might see you

depressed
….......I won't

spirit of all/only goodness to which doth compel
in heart/soul creation I must dwell...........................

excited
…........I will see you...........

you I know so perfectly
you I know from my perfectly broken soul

you someone of another, of others......................
You of loves deep and dependent upon you so much so
I can be but
terrified, trembling
to take another second with you

If I am to exist at all I must love all of you
each and every


Thursday, December 26, 2019

Must Be



it is knowing the beauty/goodness that you embody....

convinced that that beneficence must be

somewhere
somehow

in someone something

for if not

my breath has no life to support

beauty does not exist

it is cold


and for your warmth I hunger and grace I thirst

….....................with to be



Wednesday, December 25, 2019

All The Time Now



I think about you all the time now
….
                       so fully ….........................................

….so completely sometimes I'm now sure if you're here or elsewhere

…..................
…....for knowing you leaves me breathless in no other consciousness

than
the totality of beauty..................
…........................in everyone everything

…...aware that I really know not you, but your happiness....


.........your burning desire..............

Sunday, December 22, 2019

Sleeping Lake



…......growing swells of mixed feeling unanswerable questions

Peace is known now only amongst
….........the spaces in between............................
in the safety of things not talked about

being terrified to exist so inadequately otherwise


Receiving forgiveness from an impure moon

as I walk on a sleeping lake
pleading for beauty's drowning


for if I am not consumed totally
whatever remains – no matter how infinitesimally small -

…..will be searching for

                                   you

Thursday, November 21, 2019

Warm Moment Memory



................................autumn's last cottonwoods hang frosted

                                                     melt in noon sun
                  that brief moment of warmth............................

 like the memory of your perfect tear and mascara stained laughing face
….........

Thursday, November 14, 2019

Coming Home



What is home

                     where is it …............................................................
                                                                   in heart?
                          in soul?


at my fingertips in my vision dancing in my ears

Perhaps
it is that which
hugs my heart give me peace eases my fears


 whatever                    whomever                however

I'm coming home

Wednesday, November 13, 2019

With Me Angels

........…......part being
- some seeing
…..feelings play a part...........................
. - essential purity of heart -
rare combo friends/people come together
some of one some of another
new/other quintessences
peace heal assist..................................
- - – now then now
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - …......Angels exist - - ------------------------------------ ----------------------------------------....Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat..

Sunday, November 3, 2019

Wtihout Now With



How easily we can miss the future we are waiting for as it becomes the now we are too busy to pay attention to.


Without you
I can
despair …............ breath no more
subsist chaotic balance …......despair/ecstatic fantasy

….........become …........... dwelling sublimely

in the distilled beneficent purity

….............I know as you


simple knowing you existed/exist/are

                                 breath
                                                                                                                     light
                                            warmth

                 joy


                                                                                                          peace

in my soul now


now



Wednesday, October 30, 2019

Love Heart-Beat Touch



Banal benevolent
important impotent
powerful pitiful

were in these times it better we dirt and rock be
as rivers streams creeks could find their way in us

we are from the earth
we are going back to earth

'tis what we are in between
where humanity suffers, is tormented, finds bliss....knows love


when we care for each other and touch

It makes what keeps the human heart beating



Think Feelings Feel Thoughts



Phanerogenic thoughts of the day Oct 26 2019
Creativity ^^^ ^^^
World Peace = Live the art that creates it........................
wAYs to be creative

IMAGINATION

Imagine the point where your thoughts and feeling meet/interact/engage/differentiate/integrate....

THINK your FEELINGS
FEEL your THOUGHTS

BE the point in the mind where they meet
HOW FAR is that point from the point where the conscious mind does meet/interact/engage/differentiate/integrate with the subconscious mind...........

I don't know about you, but I have been passionate about this – in some way or another all my life – and it will occupy my time, most likely for the rest of my life for it is my passion, my vocation, my existence.......my being


Forgiven Forgiving



….It's a new moment.......................
…..........anything is possible...........................

weirdest some moments are those


when our beneficent memories of each other engage with the other than beneficent now . .. we are/need/must-become help/aid/balm
….. _________ freezes warring tempest creates healing energies


…...............forgive................................... -
- -
- -
and be grateful...........

Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat.



Sunday, September 22, 2019

Now Here I We You Me



…..To not the hour of the day, nor the day of the month - - - - –
To not the month of a year, nor a year in human presence on earth - - - - - but to L o v e do I orient myself in life.........including, but not limited to missing you while I relish the intrinsic energy of existence and glorying in the magnificence of life in all its forms – This is Who I am /\/\/ I am so Grateful.......Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat..


I Keep Breathing



…....being kind to others I encounter in the world while knowing I may never be with you again helps keep me sane...........
…......touching a stranger's heart so that it brings them a smile is me holding the forever gone hand of yours..........
- -
…..........and so I dwell in the unreal reality of loving you ever present gone...........................never hoped for always remembered............



Saturday, August 24, 2019

Hallowed Being



..peace is being a space for you

................................joy is being a time for you

when when hallowed be as I consecrate dedicate


were you to ever never always sometimes

........need stay be safety refuge
.

your sanctuary is being my troth


my raison d'etre is being your sanctuary


....................................................................................................................................... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...


Thursday, August 22, 2019

More So With You Good


Can there any vexation personal anxiety

be


somehow able to compare in of by this entire universe
good better worse
or simple chosen instead to illness
yelp shrillness


NOTHING NOTHING that and each and every point in existence radiates as truth is better/more-important
than to commune in undefinable energies of spiritual awareness


dear dear friend, with you........

....Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...

Thursday, August 15, 2019

Love is Uhh



I'm still working on a universal definition of love, and most likely may be a while still, but I am very close to describing how I am finding perfect joy and peace with Platonic Soul Mates and Life Puzzle-Piece-Friends. This is my morning meditation/prayer to/for such


Because I know you I am in perfect joy

if you are well and happy...........I am at peace

if you are vexed & must self-solve.......I am in sync (with help prn)

if you are anxious & I can help, it becomes my vocation I am on call 24/7


Celebrating your triumphs

astonished by your light inspired by your dedication/perseverance

awed by your kindness amazed by your truth

astounded by your sensitivity


Among the world's …............light …...................

beauty ….......................songs and wonders, all
…............

                  'tis but unconditional love that brings joy to life
                              and life to be at Peace


Friday, August 9, 2019

Want Do Be



I want world Peace. As a poet, I say: World Peace, live the art that creates it. But how do I behave, what do I do? I have recently learned with the help of my close friends, that I can't contribute to world peace unless I have peace in myself. I have just learned the greater that tolerance, patience, forbearance, and granting the benefit of the doubt are to being a singularity in my interactions in caring for others, the greater I am at peace. .... Easier said than done, but once done, it so is. ….... I love us...............Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...


Here And There



Here and There


I keep breathing                     though                            we have

            nothing practical here and there.........................................................

                                  practical small fragments only

                                     explode with wonder unto other worlds

                                                fit neatly into packets of time of an earth hour or two

             …......moving together along good earth...........here and there


                                     irrecoverable in a landslide of others needs

                                             lost in elsewhere loves devotions bonds sacred duties.................

                      
      impractical far wide limiting moral imperatives superior callings

                                      impracticable except to breathe

                                                   breathe to be conscious of things impracticable

                                       here and there ….....perfectly impossible beauty

                                                 beauty known notwithstanding it being impossible

                                         
                                      beauty existing solely in breath of hope 

                            …........................................................in driving hunger

                      …................. in soulful yearning.............................

                                         to again be known despite it's impracticability

                                                       maybe here and there                        a breath

maybe


                                   If I keep breathing …......................here and there


Sunday, August 4, 2019

Gone Finding You


Being a poet, I am constantly reaching for the unreachable. I am always surprised when I find it, for it comes as the first ray of sun silently surprising the dark night appearing as if it had always been there through the black pall slowly totally exploding softly the fully colorful world into my being …....... thus mine soul transcends, mine heart jump starts, and I am given pause............. overwhelmed by gratitude. Almost always a friend fires up my mind then my imagination fires up a creation wherein I attempt to embrace humanity in arms striving for perfect beauty that stirs the soul we all share. Today, I tried to epitomize missing a friend, pouring in all the sadness I have ever experienced/am-experiencing with people I-just-miss/leaving-left/gone blending in all the recovery I have ever done in response. That's how I do art, thank you.

...if you're not in my conscious
you're in my subconscious............................
if not in my subconscious you're in a memory...........
If not in a memory, the next thing I see will remind me of you..

…. time space between us is growing

…......dream state fugue twilight-zone
being with you without you
wanting you so badly time compresses reality fantasy
are one each other
never always existing
blissful pain again of by with without you

assuaged only by giving myself to being totally consumed in JOY

                            a joy,


              all joy...
                                     
            
           any joy...

                                          every joy


           joy itself


knowing such joy will exist for everyone else............ including You


Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...

Saturday, August 3, 2019

Point Spoon


My earliest childhood memory was the point in time of being happy in the kitchen sink (maybe a few months old) and unhappy a second later when I was taken out of the sink. Then again, moments later I was happy when my Father came through the door between our apartment and his pharmacy showing me a red KARWOWSKI PHARMACY spoon and then unhappy a second late when I dropped it I couldn't read it at that age but remember the colors and spoon-shape I am posting a picture of a blue spoon of the kind I saw since I don't have any red ones, and this blue one is the one remaining pharmacy spoon in my possession.
My passion for the rest of my life was understanding the POINT – at what point do people become happy or unhappy? I was driven to study Mathematics to understand what is a “point” I studied calculus, physics and wondered almost every breath I took. Now I am compelled to read quantum physics with the rest of humanity also joyfully adventuring to understand the smallest particle, I join in LEARNING MORE AND MORE ABOUT LESS AND LESS.
While theory about what is a “point” or the “smallest particle” seems to go off to the also undefined infinity, I find definition/knowable-reality in the deep joy of friendship.
I combine my curiosity of what a point is with the every day living philosophy of how we can all be optimally healthy, at peace in ourselves. and be friends with everyone \\// Friends with whom we may enjoy physical presence and friends at a distance \\// loving all unconditionally //\\ and if not friends, at least to live civilly with each other. Recently I have discovered - with the help of very close friends, of course - an insight which I now share to help us live harmoniously.
This insight is to understand those “points” between us and in our own minds which identify when/where we decide to love or hate, care or not-care, and ultimately make peace or war. To dissect our conversations, interactions, so we may know – as close as possible that “point” we in our own minds make the decision to do something, be someone, effect life. That point at which each person finds themselves At Peace, in Love, Full of Joy, and interacting with the world healthily is here and now and in everyone of us. I find mine by looking, believing, praying, thinking, and most importantly choosing, doing, and being. I am so grateful!........Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...


Thursday, July 25, 2019

Whole Half


…..........new level of existence being able --------------------------------------for the first time in my life –------------------------ to say I NEED THIS TIME FOR MYSELF. …......................................................................transcendent. . fully rich of body and soul self filling to overflowing …. . . . create, give, enhanced ---------.............----------meditatively aware of the beating heart in water .........----------..........------------balanced, of course, with just totally missing you!............. “^-”^ I love being an earthling!....
Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...

Wednesday, July 24, 2019

Happy To Be Sad



universe random realities
                 puts distance between us
        beat of my heart pain


    breath of joy is only and because
                  soothing friendship balm be


          in just knowing you are



…        .................and care

==

Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat... 

Sunday, July 14, 2019

Platonic Soul Mate Joy



Celebrating my mind/soul friends – platonic soul mates with whom I am 
graced beyond transcendence. I am so grateful and amazed at the 
variations of size shape form age and lifestyle they are, but then
 I realize, our connection is in the SOUL, and all else falls into place.......


Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat... 


Sunday, July 7, 2019

Road Destination Paving


intentions volition analysis intuition …...............................................
action response reaction cognition......................................................
attitude action energy vibes aura ….....................................................
construct destruct life fauna flora …....................................................
- - - -
In some/same/different other words, I am having the best moment of my life now/today - - - – - not worrying about later/tomorrow........... because that will have been being now/then........................................
  • - - - - To put it another way, earlier I was watering a friend's outdoor plants while they are out of town, and a dragonfly landed on their Milkweed plant launching me into transcendence continues talking with good friends now keep now the best.......
….........
Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...





Thursday, May 16, 2019

Do You



…....do you speak so little …..............................................................
…............because you are afraid of no one listening...........................
..do you trust so little...........................................................................
…................because you were hurt so much........................................
….........................do you depart so abruptly.........................................
…......because separating is so painful................................................
..............................................................................................................
….delicate soul I hear your every sound.............................................
….................. believe in all you do.......................................................
…......................... and forever.............................................................
.............................................................................................................
….................keep your spirit as breath...............................................


I am so grateful for you.......

Wednesday, May 15, 2019

Here Be



….where does beauty dwell with peace...............asks soul astray.................................. - -
- - -
….........among wanderings seeking quiet refuge from unwanted sorrows.. - and pain of incomprehensible unreasonableness..................................... - -
It is here as always just to be known.................... -
- -
to be accepted, embraced, shared................................


Saturday, May 11, 2019

Birth Joy



May Love, Peace, Joy, & Health of which I am, instantly be present for those who wish such; and astronomically far from those choosing other than my version (&/OR me) I love the win-win-win-win......BIRTH JOY ALWAYS!!!!



Sunday, April 28, 2019

Chaos Each Other


HAPPY UNIVERSE NOW

As Humans we share time in the present
infinitely mixing each others past and future

This is the chaos of CREATION.......................................................


Some open more widely their soul to share.........................................
Others say they can not continue friendship.............................
.
Wheels spin gears engage wrenches spin.............................................
New bird house goes up in Sanctuary...................................................

Some life forms nuzzle against warmly................................................
Others snarl teeth-bared hackles up.....................................................

Spooky action at a distance entangles particles yet unknown..............
Human languages totally different yet we are all each other................

Heartland Spring magnificently scrumptiously verdant.......................
Birthday celebration brings reminder to cherish ….............................

Engage live well every heartbeat breath, CARE, BE KIND, LOVE....
feed a turtle, fill a bird feeder, share soul-laughter...............................


PLAY

DANCE

BE PURE OF HEART

be JOYFUL, thoroughly JOYFUL


HAPPY UNIVERSE NOW








Tuesday, April 9, 2019

Let Us


Let us be kind to each other
so we have the calm of focus to feed the hungry
Let us be supportive of each other
so may may give drink to those who thirst
Let us be of aid to each other
so we are able to give to the poor
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Let us love each other
so we may be able to forgive each other
Let us forgive each other
so we may be able to love each other....................................
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Health peace love friendship forgiveness mercy kindness beauty joy enthusiasm child-like-joy harmony to/for all each as is "^-"^ blank now and always........... dziękuję, gracias, 谢谢, ringrazio hanno, है धन्यवाद, remercier avoir, thank you, أشكر ديك ... A wonderful world ...... un monde merveilleux .... एक अद्भुत दुनिया .......... un mundo maravilloso ....... עולם מופלא ..... Harika bir dünya ...... 一个 美好 的 世界.. له من عالم رائع .. Peace and Health ...... Paix et santé .... ..शांति और स्वास्थ्य .... Paz y salud ..... שלום ובריאות .... 和平 与 健康 ... السلام والصحة... "^ -" ^ CZat...