Friday, April 29, 2022

What Weight Upon Heart

 


wait - waiting wondering waiting anticipating


looking at a firecracker’s burning fuse

burst of joy gray clouds singing blues fun cruise


the fuse sputters another is lit then falls apart

waiting for joy – what will get that weight off her heart?


what even can that onerous burden be

dark furtive devious crushing abusively?


that weighs her down stifles her song

could it be God, no that would be wrong


whatever it is it is no small thing

as if all the Winters holding back Spring


If only the load could be lifted taken away

but it’s too pernicious and ready to betray


Its metastasizing while numbing the mind cloyed

what more painful than to see a friend’s joy destroyed?


Beaten back by those forces that cause soul death

I will fight for your release as long as I have breath


if you can in any way reach out and take my hand

as I’m forever reaching even as we crash land



Monday, April 25, 2022

A Simple Gesture

 

It was a simple gesture. Nothing complicated, subtle,

 covert, nor subject to interpretation or debate


loss forces reflection pain changes direction

inside depression outside aggression

where does balance lay truth and lies brings gray

as gnarled roots force into clay from above

heart of clay breaks as it smuggles in love


It was a simple gesture. Nothing complicated, subtle,

 covert, nor subject to interpretation or debate


Not even worth remembering ……….. so why

so why do I

do so?

It was straight forward

It wasn’t quite anything one sees everyday though, or even often. But it was only a simple gesture

Just things of metal and cotton

ordinary things easily forgotten


Things verged needing

not yet bleeding

simple gesture

things in my pocket

just to see what you’re becoming

watching your singular soulful beauty

gently putting life light into cloth cover


It was a simple gesture. Nothing complicated, subtle,

 covert, nor subject to interpretation or debate


A locker key and some ear phones

certainly not blood nor bones

only unexceptional objects of everyday use

easily understood, nothing anywhere abstruse


Merely a person detaching themselves from some earthly goods

going to run exercise unencumbered around some neighborhoods


But maybe, just maybe, time slowed …………… paused ...

a great multitude of usual predictable ordinary brought halt so much aligned

 camouflaged in everyday routine

a singular focus on momentous thing unseen


It was a simple gesture. Nothing complicated, subtle,

 covert, nor subject to interpretation or debate


Purely a place to store that which bothers one running freely

Yes, another’s pocket zipped secure must perform ideally


that’s all, work-a-day trivial nothing remarkable

Proper - not a thing explosive incendiary sparkable


Yet barely noticed or profoundly observed …………. there's what is simply beyond

 words...beyond words to a place so beautiful the heart aches.

dreams dance

storms quelled

safe harbors dwelled

with you quickly finds me in a rarefied moment where tenderness in the future is a given



It was a simple gesture. Nothing complicated, subtle,

 covert, nor subject to interpretation or debate


With the layers of clothes protecting my from cold

I could not even feel the placement

………...a simple gesture………………


Yet it held time still – still enough to draw the totality of your attention …… and for those seconds nothing else mattered to me


……. for what you put in my pocket only started as objects…

only started as objects….

things that took about nine seconds to secure

Nine seconds that stopped time


..as you took the focused intense action of securing them ……


…….. they became t r u s t


..trust that went through my pocket into my soul where it remains ^


and will remain protected, defended, and held sacred until mine mortal shell releases its

 life force



It was a simple gesture. Nothing complicated, subtle,

 covert, nor subject to interpretation or debate



Wednesday, April 20, 2022

You Have Me

 

You are sick, you are well

You give up, you give 'em hell 


You giggle and are gleeful

You're on meds with a refill


No reason to get out of bed

Loving each child breastfed 


Living no limits bee bop boogie barrage

punish! more bars to cage self sabotage 


I'll back up every other lover whatever you want – done!

I'll create caring your change...each breath, one by one


I'm dedicated to keep learning how to care

I beg you to trust me and your pain share

                      

Doing my best please don't go far

I'm devoted to love wherever you are


I WILL NOT GIVE UP!